Soo this is new...

Having someone that's trying to care for you instead of the other way around. Someone who isn't covered in scars, someone that gets along with your friends someone that knows how to behave someone normal someone kind someone good.
We have sooo much in common it's scary. We like the same things, we dislike quite the same things...I feel like I found some kind of soulmate...and yet it's more like a twin of destiny.
It's all positive and all good...why do I feel like everything's completely wrong at the same time? I feel like I need to be with him all the time and when he's not there I get scared like shit about so many things, especially our relationship.
God I worry too much and I'm too frustrated but I can't help thinking....would I really care if we broke up...and..is our relationship going to hold when I go back to my place and he stays in this city?..

I would love you
like I know I should
I would love you
if I know how I could
I want to feel you
like I felt him
I want to touch you
and let you in

But you make me numb inside
I cannot run and cannot hide
like anesthetics drowned my heart
I cannot feel it from my part


I want to see you
like the sun
I want to hold you
share the fun
I want to love you
like I should
I would ...you know
if I'd known how I could