Fling-Thing

You died again today. Well, maybe only in my dreams. This year of college has come to an end and this summer feels like a new start. A new start for a lot of things. Finally things are falling into place and I feel I can start the life I've dreamed of... Yet this year also reminded me that I don't like to let go ...of the past...of people... Got my heart broken twice, two friends very close to me have either lost a parent or are going to due to diseases.. and then there was Bianca, a friend of mine who suddenly died because a truck drove into her car...18 weeks pregnant, saw her just a few days before the accident. Strange how people c

Well I've done it. Again, something I should've done a long time ago... I dumped his ass and that's that. Starting a new year at the university and feeling quite optimistic. Maybe I've finally found my place. Spend this friday at a self proclaimed writer/video producer's playing mario kart on a super nintendo (never thought I would play on such an old platform ever again :O). This visit kind of reminded me to write again. But first things first... and I just had to get rid of this depressing journal entry. SOoooo...it'll probably take a while before I upload all the shit I want to post, but working on it. In the meantime I'll be enjoyin

 It's such a lovely day to never feel this way                        again *sigh* feeling friggin bloody lonely *sigh*